Yep. It was the good 'ole days when AOL ruled the web (at least in my mind) and thing were censored. There, in the wee hours of the morn in those creepy (probably smelly) chatrooms with men twice my age I was cast into the dark and marvelous world of.... roleplaying.
And on these nights I find I could truly destroy Myself And not wonder how
I’ve denied that call For so long From the marrow Of my white bones Gasping for air Instead of the smothered Love of my flesh and blood On these nights I find my mind slips From my fingers And onto the floor like ink Spilling from the nub Of a broken pen And on these nights I lay awake and Ponder to myself How I’ve denied This call for so long The desire The need The intense call for A reason to To take that jump To go off the deep end And on these nights I truly wonder why I don’t destroy myself
I wish I knew how to work this site better. There are just so many things going on! I don't know where to start, where to look, or just anything. I want my profile to be all pretty and such...but alas, I'm slightly dumb when it comes to these things. I get so used to one site, (Gaia, Facebook, DA) and then I join a new one...and I have to get used to that! It's crazy!
I really do not know where to start. There so many things I can do! Post my writings, photos, icons...anything! I'm just like "...whoa." I'm sure others have felt the same when they first started. But I suppose I am slightly late in the game. Oh well, better late than never right? I suppose it's just one of those things that you just have to jump head first in and hope for the best, and pray that you don't drown amongst the mass of posts and threads and just everything. I'm hoping I'm not one of those who drown. Let's pray I can keep my head above water...for the most part at least.
Maybe I'll just post some poetry to start off with. Ease my way into the world of LJ.
At least the second post is slightly better than the first
Honestly. I don't think I have ever really read/listen to vlog, blog, or any other type of "log" that is just amazing. But alas, the first entry has to happen at some point. So might as well get it over and out of the way now. I really don't know why I started a lj...probably because I always find nifty things on here and want to post my own nifty things. (Like, I wanna try my hand at making icons!)
Plus, I think it would be good to meet other people like myself who obsess about the little things like life...like, anime, or jrock, or lolita fashion, or video games or any other of my loves. But, I'm sure you know how these things go.